a poem, a move, a needing

i won't to live

live without a smile, live without a hug

i want to die

die with peace, die to reach..

a heaven..

a place to see happiness of peoples who i loved

peoples who i cared, though i know i never got it back

i want a life

life in a second place, life without know where is the place

i want to cry

cry when everyone judge me, even they dont know me

as well.. as i know them

this tears, when it falling down

no one try to erase, no one try to blow it

i want to see

to see how bright a light, to see how shine a sun

i'm blind

blind with everything around me

blind with everything happened to me

yes.. i'm weak

i can't survive, i can't stand alone

even to dream what i'm going to be.. i scared..

i need a hand

hand to hold me tight, hand to tell me right

laugh..

a thing which i've shown, but i know i'm lie

i don't want to be fame, i don't want to be rich

i have to be wise, i have to be mature

cause i know.. i'm can't be perfect, while i try to be better

i've never felt i've been born

i was stuck as a human, when i asked to be called

a bible

a cure to care, a medicine for pain

i read it once.., twice..,

and it gave me a means

i need.. You..

The Only One A Lord, to keep me live in a whole world

thank God.., i need You